Before you start yelling at me and telling me I’m haram:
1. I do not currently (nor have I ever) had a man friend*.
2. I will not have a man friend until I get married, cuz I am not a floozy (no offense).
3. This post is not about boys. Its about me being a normal, lonely, teenage girl and I can only hope that you can relate.
So, I feel like I’ve reached that awkward point in my young life where I need some sort of companionship. Don’t get me wrong, there are two things that I am NOT trying say. 1) I’m not trying to say that my friends aren’t enough 2) I’m not trying to say I’d like to do naughty things with a boy.
But…you can only get so weird with your friend before it crosses a line, and sometimes I wonder what its like to kiss a boy.
No seriously. I’m kidding. But its true though. You can have all the friends you want but sometimes you just want a…man friend. Someone to hold hands with, or watch a scary movie with. Someone to make you feel safe and not alone. Someone cute to stare at and just have feelings for. I think that’s it. I’d just like to have feelings for someone. I blame teenage hormones and cheesy movies. Or maybe its because I’m Muslim and I know I can’t have one, therefore I want one. Either way, as much as I hate people and don’t believe in love, I am a closet hopeless romantic. I daydream about bumping into a handsome, rich, man at the train station, or sharing a cab with him or meeting and falling in love with him in the cliche way that only a romcom can barely get away with.
Am I the only one who feels like this? I can’t be, right? I mean, doesn’t every girl just want someone to love them?
Oh my god.
That got so cheesy.
How did that happen? My blog is lactose intolerant.
Bad joke. I’m sorry.
This post is so embarrassing.
Moral of the story: I don’t want a boyfriend. And I will not be getting one any time soon. I’m just saying…the idea of a boyfriend is kinda nice. But I still think boys are gross. Because they just are.
*man friend means exactly that. Not quite a boyfriend, but more like a handsome companion type person who’s just there when you need him…like a dog…but a man.