A few nights ago I had a dream about a zombie apocalypse. I can’t quite remember all of what happened, but I remember the zombies werent bad people and they just wanted to live their lives but people were shooting them anyway. I felt really bad because they were just misunderstood but no one wanted… Continue reading I have some weird dreams
I have a really old facebook account that I stopped using and deactivated years ago, but somehow my Instagram is still linked to it and suggests people from Facebook. They’re not linked, and my facebook is deactivated, so I have no idea how that works. I thought if I deleted my account it might solve… Continue reading There’s no Such Thing as Privacy
After graduation I thought I’d indulge in some well-deserved rest and relaxation before trying to find a job. Everyone was telling me to take some time off before I inevitably work until I die. Well, it’s been two months and now I’m bored out of my mind. I think the most alarming thing is that… Continue reading Unemployment is fun
I can’t tell if everyone else has this problem, or if it’s just me. It’s too damn hard to find cute, modest clothes for summer. My closet is full of last year’s sweaters, a bunch of men’s t-shirts, and an embarrassing amount of plaid, none of which I can actually pull off. Most Muslim girls… Continue reading I hate fashion
I was never voted “Most likely to-” anything in high school, but I always liked the concept of superlatives. About a week ago the thought popped into my head that it’d be pretty funny to do for Ramadan. Every year we all fall into our own patterns. I will admit, I’m most likely to sleep… Continue reading Ramadan Superlatives
I bought the domain “awkwardmuslimgirl.com.” I don’t know why, but I did, and here we are. Its all mine now. I’m too possessive for my own good. And really, I have no business spending money on a domain for a website that I hardly use. But I’ve spent more on things I’ve used even less,… Continue reading We’re Official!
My life hasn’t been very funny lately, and I was debating whether or not I should even keep this blog up. But I like the concept of it. I really like what it used to be, but then life got a little to busy and a little sad and kinda boring, so I didn’t post… Continue reading *Nervous Laughter*
At the end of the day, I know that I’m doing my best to be nice to people, and I recognize and accept the fact that a lot of times, people aren’t trying very hard to be nice to me. And somehow that makes it a little easier. Almost as if being nice has become something rebellious. Everyone just wants to push your buttons.
Ironically, I was planning on writing a post about how well everything was going before this happened. A close friend of mine passed away very recently. I made a post a long time ago when my grandmother passed away, and I wrote about how I couldn’t cry anymore. How it felt wrong to be okay. But… Continue reading Grieving Alone
I don’t even know why I’m posting this on here. But I was outside looking at some flowers. I thought a really fat bug must have landed on my arm or something so i flicked it off. It wasn’t a bug. It was a poo. Im so mad. Thats what I get for going outside.… Continue reading I GOT POOPED ON